Why am I such a horrible person?
I try my best to smile even if I'm having a rough day cause if I show the true face I want to make everyone will run away from me. I want to be a good person that follows all the rules. Grows to be a kind person with a strong mind and have a happy family. I want to but I don't think I can. I mean I'm the type of person that'll get mad about things and bottle them up cause I'm to scared to talk to you. And when it explodes I beat you up cause I know words won't get through.
I have a bad personality that shows on my face if I'm not controlling my expression. That means the face I show when I'm thinking about something, staring off into space, or even just feeling really calm, is the face that describes the way I feel at that moment. Most of the time I show an angry face. My friends say it looks like I was planning to murder someone. I'm not interested in most things that other people love. So things like; star wars, current rap music, watching football, and I really couldn’t care less what celebrities are doing in their free time, I mean let them live their life…damn.
Anyway, I know you must be thinking since I'm writing this at 4 a.m. in the morning and I'm a teenager this is just the hormones talking, but I can assure you it's not. I know I'm a horrible person I'm just trying to explain to myself why that is.
I grew up in a loving home with more than enough family around…so why am I like this?
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